Whatever I Feel Like

Whatever I feel like, eh? Well today I’m feeling sad, irritable, impatient, uncompassionate and just generally miserable. I don’t know what my deal is, but I do know I woke up in the middle of the night with a raging headache. We had some funky weather blow in and I am so sensitive to that – I always end up with headaches when fronts come through. Annoying. So I don’t know if my miserableness is related to the physical or if there is also some emotional funky stuff going on, too. Hopefully I’ll make the time at some point today to examine the feelings a little closer to find out.

One of the things I forget when I get like this is that I have a choice. I have a choice to be miserable or not. I can choose to NOT be miserable. It seems like that is so not true, but I know in my heart that it is. I can make a conscious choice to focus on the positive – write a gratitude list, get quiet and do a little prayer and meditation to ask God for help. I forget these things. I’m so glad that I’m writing this all out, though, so I can remember. If I would have stayed in my head with my grumpy self, I would have never remembered about having choices. Amazing stuff – I am feeling better already.

Oh, just to update you on Rob – remember he had chest pains and stuff last week? He went to the doctor yesterday and gave a bunch of blood so the doctor will run tests and then tomorrow he goes in for an EKG. The doctor seems concerned, so naturally I am, too. We’ll see what the test results say and go from there.

Okay – post some funny stuff in the comments. I need to laugh today!

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