I’m feeling better tonight. Nothing changed except my attitude. Actually, we got more “bad” news today, and I spent the day with just one hearing aide and I’m still better tonight than I was last night. Miraculously! The support of friends and my faith in God has really been what helped me today. Just trying to stay in today and accepting God’s will for me has been helpful, too. Tomorrow I’m going to a hearing aide place to see if they can repair my broken aide. Hopefully I’ll get good news. And hopefully we’ll hear back from the VA some time this week so we can get the ball rolling on a loan and put all this behind us.
So American Idol was predictable tonight. I hate that Kevin is still here. Stupid Vote For The Worst site. Hate them. And Stevie’s song was boring, wasn’t it? Didn’t dig that much at all.
Only two more days of the week left! This weekend, one of my 12-step groups is having a workshop on Let Go, Let God. Pretty timely, huh? I’m so looking forward to it. Three hours of recovery, fellowship and FUN. We do have a blast at these things.
Oh! We’ve been planning my sister’s bridal shower and bachelorette party, too. That’s been fun and helps me to feel more a part of, since I’m not going to be at the wedding (in Antigua in June). So that’s been a good thing. I’m looking forward to both of those events, as well as the reception she’s having when they get back from their honeymoon.
There. I dare you to call me Debbie Downer now, bitches!!! ;-)
